Showing posts with label first date. Show all posts
Showing posts with label first date. Show all posts

Sunday, November 22, 2009

whats wrong with me?

well i'm 18 in college and i haven't had my first date... i mean it's not like i'm unattractive. a very sweet sincere guy said i was beautiful. by the way, this guy is a total hottie!!! :) and i don't think its my personality, i mean yeah i'm kinda quiet and shy in public, but at home i'm way to loud and you can't really shut me up. i haven't had a boyfriend since six grade, if you would even consider that a boyfriend. i guess moving to a new school might have contributed to the boyfriend thing. but i mean when i was in fifth grade i had a "boyfriend" and i don't think i was even the least bit attractive in fifth grade, and he wasn't some kind of mean little boy that was acting like my boyfriend, he actually liked me.

well since i have trouble with guys, i joined a dating site. so far i meet this guy who is attractive and seems like someone i could click with. we have exchanged numbers, he said he would call me sometime, and maybe we could meet up and have lunch sometime, he said i could pick the place and he'd pay. i really think i could like this guy, just one problem i don't any clue what to do when it comes to dating. and the really sad thing is i haven't even had my first kiss, while my little sister has a had her first kiss plus her first somewhat serious boyfriend. she, now 15, had just turned 14 and started her first year of highschool, while i was a senior and never had any real boyfriends.

anyway if you have any advice for me about my possible first date or anything, or if you just want to make a comment, please do.

thanks...